December 15, 2013 update

Can't believe it's been a whole year since I tried to end myself. ...That doesn't sound right at all.

On the anniversary of the overthrown fatal decision, here I talk about Opposition/Resurrection episode 3, as well as the inevitable repeat of phase 3 of my personal "Fall of the Fugitive" missions.

Results: codename "Reconstruction"

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 3 codename "Reconstruction"
aka theatre screening of Puella Magi Madoka Magica: The Movie - Rebellion
December 9, 2013
REPEAT: December 15, 2013 (Info now available)

Too early to think about next May

There are some really tentative plans in place.

• Two meetups down. Two to go. Maybe three? I don't know. ("unfinished business" again)
• A voice actress I actually kinda know based on some of her roles. That's what I'm talking about.
• Last, and most importantly: No more delusion. It's gone. Delusion and fear lasted a whole year and a half, and now that burden's off my chest. These are really great people I'm dealing with here, and I'm not supposed to be afraid of them.

Results: Fear/survival mission: overtime

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 2 Fear/survival mission: overtime
aka Otafest Aurora 2013
November 30, 2013

"to be afraid" or not?

I'm supposed to be afraid of her, but I'm NOT supposed to be afraid of her... #fearsurvival
— Jack Y (@superslinger07) November 30, 2013

Hopefully I'll live to see another day.

Dec. 2 addendum: Delusion no more.

Snippet: "the event in between"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLmvdSkb8CY
Assuming the unnatural processing time is not me getting © blocked despite fair use.

Additionally, all blog snippets in audio form:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxO9Fub5Yfc

Snippet: just plain unpredictable

"there were several people who were going as several Doctors, but it's like when I had people write encouraging statements in my book: only the first person I run into [for each cosplay character] will get [redacted] papercraft [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: True.

"No, I don't know if she's looking for a pink scarf or a green cap. All I know is she's been busy this past while, and it's one month after Halloween, and all I know her as is a Halloween chara-- a Halloween-based character."

Dec. 2 addendum: I wasn't there to talk about Pashmina or Cappy respectively (sources conflict). I was there to talk about Scary Godmother.

"[redacted] waiting for me [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: All delusion.

"[...] any [cosplay segment] recordings I made [at the theatre or those I will make during fear/survival overtime] will not be posted anywhere. [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: That series is still cancelled. Don't worry about any video leaks from me.

Results: codename "Apprehension"

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 1 codename "Apprehension"
aka theatre screening of Doctor Who: "The Day of the Doctor"
November 23/25, 2013

Snippet: Is this true? I hope not!

I certainly hope this (admittedly delusional thought) doesn't describe what you're thinking of me. (Hit read more)