December 15, 2013 update

Can't believe it's been a whole year since I tried to end myself. ...That doesn't sound right at all.

On the anniversary of the overthrown fatal decision, here I talk about Opposition/Resurrection episode 3, as well as the inevitable repeat of phase 3 of my personal "Fall of the Fugitive" missions.

Results: codename "Reconstruction"

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 3 codename "Reconstruction"
aka theatre screening of Puella Magi Madoka Magica: The Movie - Rebellion
December 9, 2013
REPEAT: December 15, 2013 (Info now available)

Too early to think about next May

There are some really tentative plans in place.

• Two meetups down. Two to go. Maybe three? I don't know. ("unfinished business" again)
• A voice actress I actually kinda know based on some of her roles. That's what I'm talking about.
• Last, and most importantly: No more delusion. It's gone. Delusion and fear lasted a whole year and a half, and now that burden's off my chest. These are really great people I'm dealing with here, and I'm not supposed to be afraid of them.

Results: Fear/survival mission: overtime

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 2 Fear/survival mission: overtime
aka Otafest Aurora 2013
November 30, 2013

"to be afraid" or not?

I'm supposed to be afraid of her, but I'm NOT supposed to be afraid of her... #fearsurvival
— Jack Y (@superslinger07) November 30, 2013

Hopefully I'll live to see another day.

Dec. 2 addendum: Delusion no more.

Snippet: "the event in between"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GLmvdSkb8CY
Assuming the unnatural processing time is not me getting © blocked despite fair use.

Additionally, all blog snippets in audio form:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uxO9Fub5Yfc

Snippet: just plain unpredictable

"there were several people who were going as several Doctors, but it's like when I had people write encouraging statements in my book: only the first person I run into [for each cosplay character] will get [redacted] papercraft [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: True.

"No, I don't know if she's looking for a pink scarf or a green cap. All I know is she's been busy this past while, and it's one month after Halloween, and all I know her as is a Halloween chara-- a Halloween-based character."

Dec. 2 addendum: I wasn't there to talk about Pashmina or Cappy respectively (sources conflict). I was there to talk about Scary Godmother.

"[redacted] waiting for me [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: All delusion.

"[...] any [cosplay segment] recordings I made [at the theatre or those I will make during fear/survival overtime] will not be posted anywhere. [redacted]"

Dec. 2 addendum: That series is still cancelled. Don't worry about any video leaks from me.

Results: codename "Apprehension"

Fall of the Fugitive
PHASE 1 codename "Apprehension"
aka theatre screening of Doctor Who: "The Day of the Doctor"
November 23/25, 2013

Snippet: Is this true? I hope not!

I certainly hope this (admittedly delusional thought) doesn't describe what you're thinking of me. (Hit read more)

The final set of doors to inevitability

I'm opening the doors....

http://otafest.com/schedule

Snippet: "chance of fear"

[For me,] there is about a 1 out of 800 chance of fear. Wait, make that 2 out of 800. No wait, 3 out of 800. No, 4 out of 800. 5 out of 800. No, better make that 1 out of 1, because it's a... A definite certainty is one of my mission objectives. It's only a matter of time until I know officially when.

Dec. 2 addendum: 1 out of 1700. No, it was still 1 out of 1, and it was a chance of delusion anyway.

Snippet: "in the next two weeks"

I was browsing for cards again today. I think it'd be best if there weren't any more changes of plans in the next two weeks. Still, though...

Dec. 2 addendum: I was so close to suffering a setback during my darkest hour. But things worked out.

Snippet: "Rndm fugitive madness 18081"

For tweet 18081 and 18082 on my account, I gave some hints.

Rndm fugitive madness 18081: Never attempt to rewatch that newscast while considering card giveaways and trying out Skullgirls #fearsurvival
— Jack Y (@superslinger07) November 17, 2013

1st part: Do you know how unbelievably hard it is to let go of anything? 2nd part: I just gave a hint. 3rd part: Been doing that for 2 days.
— Jack Y (@superslinger07) November 17, 2013

Reference: http://www.polygon.com/2013/11/14/5105750/play-skullgirls-for-free-until-this-weekend

Snippet: "run or confront" dilemma

A personal problem I dealt with during fear/survival's regulation time was whether to keep running from those I was deathly afraid of, or to go up to them and do my job. I did eventually go up to them, but maybe I shouldn't be so mixed up anymore. So maybe the whole running-like-hell thing was a facade after all. "Only time will tell."

Dec. 2 addendum: It was all delusion.

Snippet: mission impediment

I'm not that good with faces, but I know I gotta meet up with a few people, regardless of whether or not they've been feared... since before 6 months ago or something. But I don't know if I should be in the giving mood, kind of generous, to certain people either.

Dec. 2 addendum: I didn't have much trouble towards recognition this time. Can't say much for May 2014.

Fall of the Fugitive - personal codenames and mission info

Updated Nov. 18, 2013

Nov. 23/25 - codename Apprehension, two subphases "preparation" and "commencement"
Nov. 30 - Fear/survival mission: Overtime
Dec. 9 - codename Reconstruction

Neither I nor the superslinger2007 channel have any affiliation to their respective companies. Links provided are to official websites.
Note: "Fall of the Fugitive" was partially chosen because it's the fall/autumn season.

Details after the cut. (click "read more".)

Snippet: Fugitive / "a little generous"

Maybe this fugitive oughta be a little generous this holiday season. but with #fearsurvival overtime ahead, who knows if it'll work?

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) November 7, 2013

Snippet: that newscast

In order for me to keep my mind together, I oughta stop rewatching that newscast that I overreacted to and made me a fugitive.

Why am I still watching that damn newscast?!

Possible case scenarios

Best-case scenario: I deal with those I fear the most once more, and succeed. No more future overtime mission.

Worst-case scenario: ...I don't want to think about it. You don't want to think about it.

Dec. 2 addendum: No more overtime. Next time, it won't be another fear/survival mission.

Snippet: revered to feared

Why some of the people at Otafest would go from revered to feared... it's beyond me.

Dec. 2 addendum: It was all delusion, but I'm not done yet.

Overtime has been declared

The declaration of this inevitable extension to May 2013's fear/survival mission is now believed to be "four words that society did not want to hear from the fugitive".

Dec. 2 addendum: Maybe this wasn't true, what with those candy, papercrafts, and card giveaways.

The fatal decision logo of 2012

I posted these tweets recently trying to explain where I got the idea for the skull behind my ss07 insignia around this time last year.

Tidbit: For last year's "fatal decision", I wanted to invoke the effect of the TF2 marked for death icon while using an actual skull pic.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 14, 2013

Said marked for death icon from TF2/Team Fortress 2 can be seen at http://t.co/P1GMSbSWwt . I think the skull pic I used was from WCommons.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 14, 2013

Or maybe not. I don't remember where I got the skull pic from.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 14, 2013

Why overtime was declared

Ok, whoever's around: I admit it. I lied. Even to myself. I thought I completed the fear/survival mission. Then I remember I got confused.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 17, 2013

I realized recently that I had unfinished business. Hence the overtime declaration on the fear/survival mission.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 17, 2013

I think this is a bit different than the naming scheme of "the 4th split day" towards the other 3 days. That is still cancelled. No worry.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 17, 2013

Yes, the part with me saying I blanked out on May 19 was true. I still think [redacted]'s an agitation factor. Gotta get over it.

— Jack Y (@superslinger07) October 17, 2013

Op/Res episode 2 progress

As you may have guessed, episode 2 of Opposition/Resurrection has been overdue for nearly 2 months now. Let me say that I'm actually almost done. The episode's climax was completed, but the episode itself isn't yet.

I really wish it didn't come to the point where you find out who's the 2nd person who wants me dead.

RELEASED Sept. 7, 2013. See it here.

What's going on lately, I guess

Recently, I've been taking driving lessons and dealing with personal issues (and reluctancy), so I haven't been able to work on Opposition/Resurrection episode 2 as quickly as I'd hoped. Please bear with me.

Something made me change my mind about not going back to Otafest

Is it right to face your fears?

I have to undertake a personal fear survival mission over the weekend. I hope I live through it.

Website relaunch, sort of

I've added a teaser site to the new series, Opposition/Resurrection, on my website's front page.

http://superslinger2007.jimdo.com

Computer formatted and wiped

In case you haven't heard on my Twitter, I had to resort to wiping my computer due to mishaps with disk space, Ubuntu, and a Team Fortress 2 item called Tux. As such, any current and future projects, such as inhibitor filler ep26, as well as a new dramatization storyline regarding my "fugitive" status, will be delayed, and my Flash homepage will need to be rebuilt from scratch.

I have worked in some subplots regarding the Tux item as well as lost textures for certain MMD files I previously had (and partially managed to recover). I can't promise any release dates, though.

Inhibitor #2 destroyed

Mental inhibitor machine #2 was reported destroyed on January 1, 2013 at 11:54 PM MST.

It currently has an ominous glowing red slash across its screen, and we at FugitiveStatus advise people to avoid the inhibitor room until the inhibitor can be repaired. Updates will arrive on the main Twitter account @superslinger07 once further details are known.